digital decay

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message from company, ad from another company. scroll through LinkedIn jargon and endless auto apply to job listings and email filled with junk buy more storage upload memories to cloud take more pictures never look at them again ootd and bathroom selfie and grwm and flushed arrogance of youth. get food open youtube watch videos watch ads every two minutes close it open subscription service ads in between buy premium for no ads buy new ai for curated list close it. food gone cold. open again instagram scroll: influencer promoting new AI product no one needs, rot, meme, influencer being intellectual saying a whole lot of nothing, internet controversy, insincere apology over internet controversy, analysis over what internet controversy meant, meme, ruins of Gaza, hate crime, influencer selling beauty product for new insecurity you didn’t existed ( oh my god, do you have iphone face? do you have hair on your upper lip? do you have hip dips? are you fat? does your hair not stay in perfect synchronized style all the time? are you ugly this way and that way? ), some piece of beautiful art, ad, promotion for TURBO AI ( do you wanna pass your sem, you’re missing out if you’re still using chatGPT, asian person cutting fruit), politcial controversy, influencer’s opinion on political controversy, war crime, cute cat video, ai ai ai, ad ad ad, ai ad, are you doom scrolling> you should go analog! things to do instead of doom-scrolling ! read my journey on going analog, I’m so happy and peaceful and here is the perfectly curated piece of slice of life picturesque life you should have> become a trad wife, bake from scratch> back to ad. meme. ad. controversy. war crime. cat video. are you happy. buy from this brand> . try music. ads every song. ai band. SKARS. buy premium. buy buy buy. open mail. see rejections and spams and ads and other junk and answer mail. open twitter. sorry X. see hate. see hate on the hate. see nsfw gratuitously graphic content. see how you are problematic this way and that. have you boycotted that? oh sorry we’re boycotting this now. scroll. bot comments. is that ai?. promo for new apple product. promo for META AI GLASSES, mass surveillance, they’re not even trying, cyber dystopia, scroll. read an article on NYT on how there is no genocide. scroll. ad. ai is inevitable says big tech oligarch. stop drinking water and other evil things by another tech oligarch. lame ways to end this world. buy this new thing to be happy. are you happy. they’re building another data center. no water. screeching noise. see news on another war. see news on censorship- wait where is that?. video removed for violating community guidelines. here’s how to be whimsical, buy these products and be full of curated joy. war

crime ad. ai. cute cat video. massive shein haul, labubu dubai chocolate, asmr grating on ears. more evil statements by loser ceo billionaire scroll. are you happy. meme. cat video. war crimes. use new ai product. look up.

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